Last week my husband and I joined some of our close family for an amazing beach vacation in Kauai. I have never been to Hawaii and it was such a special treat!
Some of you know that I broke my foot back in September. It’s not completely healed and I’m still wearing a boot, which means I haven’t been able to exercise the way I normally do for several weeks. I’m also pasty white right now because I didn’t hang out in the sun as much as I normally do this time of year. I decided a spray tan was out due to the fact that I can’t stand very long on my broken foot without the boot. The tan is not worth interrupting the healing process.
Did the fact that I was a bit less toned and neon white mean I was going to hide under a cover up? Heck no! It’s Hawaii and I like to wear bikinis. I also stopped caring what other people think about my body a long time ago. If someone is shallow and doesn’t like my cellulite then they don’t have to look at it. I’m not wearing my bathing suit for them. I’m wearing it so I can play on the beach, get some sun on my body, and create fun memories. Plain and simple.
One of the reasons a person will hire a personal trainer is to help them get ready for a special event or trip. Beach vacations tend to be some of the most common trips that motivate people to want to lose weight. For many people getting into a bathing suit and heading out to the beach can stir up all kinds of comparison and body shaming. If they don’t look like a fitness or swimsuit model the client feels they shouldn’t get in a suit. Or, if they do decide to put on a suit they believe they should cover it up with other clothing.
The reality is most of us DON’T look like traditional swimsuit models, myself included. I’m not willing to deprive and torture myself to get anywhere close to looking like most swimsuit models. That’s just not my natural body type. I have to do things that are physically and mentally unhealthy for me to get even close and I’m not willing to treat myself that way.
Losing weight for a trip can be a slippery slope that can lead to unhealthy restrictive dieting that is unsustainable and will only harm you in the long run. Dieting robs you of your joy and keeps you from living in the present. When we restrict ourselves in hopes of obtaining the “perfect” body that we think is accepted by society, we are setting ourselves up for potential failure. Your body does not like to be deprived and restricted. It will rebel against suffering and that is when binging can occur.
Treating Your Body Right
When you focus on eating plenty of food that you know is good for you and exercising for all of the right reasons, you will settle into your natural body weight and it will no longer be a struggle to maintain it. However, I can honestly and personally share with you that if you continue to try to force something unnatural on your body, it becomes a prison. Will the scale go up and down from time to time? Sure it will. That’s NORMAL. It’s called life.
One of my favorite plus size models, Ashley Graham, shares this awesome insight on body image and self acceptance, “I felt free once I realized I was never going to fit the narrow mold that society wanted me to fit in.” I totally agree with her because I felt the same freedom when I gave up on being a size too small and decided to focus on being the healthiest me I can be.
You don’t have to lose weight to put on a bathing suit or any other item of clothing. Don’t ever allow the pressures of the diet culture to cause you to miss out on having fun. Be a rebel. Love yourself no matter what size your bathing suit is.
And most importantly, go out and LIVE!
Shared with love,
Jennifer
